December 30, 2022

No Turning Back

Following my own star

I can't believe the end of the year is almost here! I feel like the year just started but here we are again. This year has been a roller coaster of emotions but most importantly filled with lessons and experiences. Here are a few of my takeaways from 2022.

I don't know why, but I feel like I've become an emotional person lately. I guess that's what happens when you become more aware of yourself. I will say I have been taking life easy since 2020 but 2022 has shown me that is time for me to come out of my covid-coma and re-join the real world once again. 

2022 was honestly a weird year for me, somehow I feel like I was blindsided or I guess I wanted to be blindsided from reality the majority of the time. I was stuck up in my head and really just trying to figure out how I was going to make it once I was back in the real world. Mentally, I've been learning so much about myself and though there is still so much to learn, the only way for me to really find out is by putting myself out there and challenging my abilities and talents. 

For many years, I always thought I was the kind of person who knew the most, was on the right path and everything was going according to plan. Lies I told because turns out I've been hiding from reality all these years and life has been slowly removing me from being behind the curtain. Now I have no way of turning back and hiding again because facts have been shown and there's nothing I can do than embrace the reality of things and work towards fixing and hopefully avoiding them from happening again. 

This time around, I don't want to go back into hiding. I don't want to feel like I'm comfortable when I'm not because hiding takes more energy and time than living in the truth. Now walking into a new year, I really hope to continue this journey of being true to myself, doing things that I always wanted to do, working towards my career goals, and most importantly being kinder to myself. 

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